First Love

I have a boyfriend. We have a relationship since two month ago. I know him since one year ago, he is friends of my friend. That time I just consider him as my brother. Until at last, I feel in love with him. I dont know if he have a same feeling with me, but he never give expression to me. Until at last, he have a girlfriend, I very sad and I was broken heart. They have a relationship one day before I have birthday. It make me very angry (>.<). I hope they are broken. Until at last, they are broken and he shoot me. I was very happy. He say if he very love me. ahhahahaha ... my first love :)